9/22/03

Okay, I've finally come to the conclusion that I am a compulsive overeater. That's right I am!!! Now before you start murmuring to yourself how sick and sad I must be, its actually quite the contrary. I am a very healthy 21 year old woman who is 5'10", and weighs 135 pounds. My self esteem is top notch. According to health
officials I could stand to weigh a little more than that however, I'm at a healthy weight. I don't eat in secrecy or ever purge myself, I just can't stop eating. I eat when i'm hungry, when i'm bored, when i'm full, when i'm happy, sad, whatever emotion I experience, food is definitely there to share it with me. So right now I assume that some of you are thinking well, "if she's not over-weight, then what is this bitch complaining about then?" Simple, I feel greedy. I feel like somehow, I shouldn't be eating such massive quantities of food (most of it in the sugar/sweets sector), and not suffering from it. No, I don't wish to be obese, I just want to feel normal.