9/20/04

Stagnation

Soooo I have so much going on right now. I started grad school a few weeks ago, and boy is it demanding. What makes it even more demanding is the fact that i'm not actually interested in what I'm studying. I am studying for a M.A. Education, hopefully graduating in July 2005. The program consists mainly of papers and discussions. Yeah Grad School!!! I am no longer officially depressed about the boy. Although it seems as though I have no control over that status. Every day is different from the last. My new job at tech support is fruitful. I am learning a lot about Macs. I hope to be as proficient in Macs as I am in PC's by the end of the term. I took my hair out , and my hair is so thin now. So, I had the hairdresser just cut it chin length. I'm going to continue without the relaxer, and perhaps try out a texturizer to capitalize on my natural curl pattern. I have soooo many bills to pay, its like i'm living to work, instead of working to live. Moving to Toronto seems more promising everyday. I'm hoping to pay off 2 of my credit cards this week. I hope I can occupy myself enough to last through living here until July. I feel as though I might just up and leave (it's happened before).