9/17/03

So yesterday I filmed my first role in a film. It was a small role, but alas a role. I was so nervous... The only reason I was nervous was because of the content of the character. The girl I played, was a scandalous, insecure, man-stealing skank. I had to dance for this guy seductively, and climb on top of him in the finale. It was so hard for me to do this. I was the only girl, and a room full of(4) guys. However, I had a small drink, and I was on my way to being slutty. In the famous words of Hollywood "the show must go on". After-wards, the director complimented me on my work, and told me he might have an even larger , paid part that I could do..... if everything works out. He said he didn't think I could do the seductive "ghetto" girl, because I seemed really proper...but I rose to the challenge! Moving on... I fell of the home-cooking horse this week. So far, I've eaten McDonalds (yuck!), and Hamburger Habit (the restaurant with great workers, great food, and the 100% cleanliness score). I try so hard to eat food from home, but that's boring. I need help resisting sugar in large quantities, and massive amounts of fast food.