8/14/06

Soooo lately i've been incredibly MIA from my online journal community and answering my telephone. Regarding the telephone all I can really say is i've never been much of a phone chatter person. I enjoy a rousing conversation just like the next lass, only I prefer it to be in person, via text message, or e-mail. As for the online journal thing, I sometimes feel like my inner thoughts would no doubt clog the server, as they are numerous and ever-rambling in their nature. I've been in New York for one year now, so to all the naysayers I wish you were here to see my stick out my tongue and say nanananana!!!

The question is do I want to be here? I will sacrifice life and limb (figuratively) in the pursuit of my desired career, which in actuality is the pursuit of happiness. Moving to New York was purely a move of necessity of that nature. Not to say I don't enjoy the constant partying, (I am only now on a self-induced chill period until the city fills back in from the summer vacaters), the public transportation, the variety of people (i've recently dated a South Afrikkan and a boy from Spain), and lots of other things the island has to offer. However, I know I will not live here late into adulthood. I can not imagine having to live in this filth for the rest of my life. No one in this city is the least bit environmentally conscience, I swear! But I won't delve any deeper into that subject, as I will be on this keyboard of mine all night.

I've been doing this "dating" thing here too, and let me tell you its nothing like Carrie saw it to be. Men suck through and through. I even ventured to date someone who is 30, and he still couldn't pretend to have his shit together (often times sleeping in hungover and missing class). Boys who work for Fortune 500 companies, come from solid families, earn lots of money, got great grades in school, none of these things mattered. Truth of it is MOST MEN STILL HAVEN'T STOPPED SUCKING ON THE TEET, OR WANT A WOMAN WHO WILL PROVIDE A NEW TEET FOR THEM TO PLACE THERE MOUTH ON!!!
That's just my opinion...and if you ask me these type of men aren't worth the long-distance relationship effort (if you don't live in Manhattan, its long distance), you have to invest in the union.

So that's what's going on with me right now, nothing much. I'm on my way out to hear a up-and-coming singer in the village, while downing over-priced drinks (which will hopefully be bought by some hapless dud). Toodles!