7/20/04

1: My fight with endometriosis is getting the best of me, and there's nothing that i can do about it. This country is only out to help the rich get richer, and the dumb get fucked. I relinquished all self-respect and went to the welfare office, to apply for medi-cal. Upon my arrival, the last ounce of self-hope I had regarding my health situation was dashed, when I was informed that I had to be younger than 21, or 65 and older, in order to receive medical assistance. The one extenuating factor that could get me through the doors however is, my child. If I were pregnant, or had a child, I would be given not only medi-cal, but cash assistance, subsidized housing, and food stamps. So fuck me because I choose to live out my youth, seek education, and wear protection when i'm sexually active, right? This is a fucked up society we live in. It's actually ass backwards.
2: My future ex-boyfriend is more inconsistent than the flow of traffic here in L.A. One day he's prince charming, the next he's some antagonist character from a "Sex in the City" episode. To top it off he went home for a week, where he'll be visiting everyone, including his ex-girlfriend of 3 years, and her daughter. So i'm expecting a slip of the dick conversation sometime in the near future, or more emotional unavailable-ness.
3: The orthodontist tells me it'll cost about 6,000 to get my slight spacing corrected, and she needs 25% off top!!!! WTF, is your morgagte due now?
4: I have 2 jobs again, whoo hoooo for type A personality traits, ultimately leading to a horrible death (thanks lotus blossom)
5: Pepperdine is 21k for 3 sessions. Go Waves (wtf?)
Will somebody tell our Governor, that adjectives like "girlie men" are to be kept in the locker room at Gold's Gym, and not to be stated at public functions for everyone to hear their underlying, sexist, homophobic, meanings.