6/26/05

So i've been happier these past couple of weeks, then i've been the entire 4 years i've lived here. Settling on the decision to actually move from this hell hole, buying the ticket, giving my 30-day notice, taking on the extra job to get the money I need in time, its all been very freeing. I was so depressed here i hope I don't go into one of those "i just earned my freedom" wild tangents, and start partying frequently and engaging in extra-curricular sex with various men. I have so much to do in these next few weeks, its daunting. I have so many people to hang out with one last time, so many business transactions to complete, notices to give. I even had to cancel a trip out of town this weekend because I don't have the time to give to vacations right now.
The best part about these past couple of weeks though has been the burgeoning personal relationship between myself and my new acquaintance. I met a guy who is very special, and treats me like a princess. He's ambitious, intelligent, kind-hearted, attentive, cute, and very open and direct. I love hearing his voice, and look forward to seeing him whenever possible. Its amazing the commonalities we share, yet we still have our traits that make us opposites. I know its corny but, i looked up our compatibility on the astrology chart (both american and chinese), and we seem to be a good match :) I only hope this bliss can last these last few weeks I have left here.