5/1/04

I went to the dentist this morning, and I had a new hole ripped for me. My dentist was black, so of course he had to be the Bill Cosby type of man to reprimand me for my lack of flossing . I took it like a big girl though, and braced myself for my cleaning. Needless to say my mouth is not feeling the art of dentistry as it is hopelessly swollen and throbbing. Oh well at least they're clean (the good doctor did say I had exceptional hygiene, that's like telling a camel they have 2 big ass humps on their back). I of course blame my grandmother, even in her grave, for this pain i'm feeling. Growing up with her she never once took me to a dentist, or eye doctor. The health of the bastard child no one wanted was never important. I had salmonella poisoning three times, and I was never once taken to the hospital or doctor. Don't get me started on her. She would have been 71 this monday.... I know if I end up going to hell it would probably be for holding on to my desire to exact revenge against those who are blood related to me. For that, I ask God for forgiveness in advance.Once again I am utterly bored to death in the city of "angels". All I do is work (2 jobs), auditions, errands, and read. Am I really 22? Btw..I had an AWESOME meeting with an agent Thursday, he said he loved me, that i'm a GREAT actor, and that i'm extremely beautiful. I'll have a second meeting with him this week. The goal is to have an agent by end of summer! I'm going to see a Chinese astrologer next week, wish me luck.