4/3/05

So it's that time of the year were traditionally, we have been prompted to clean out our houses, and rid ourselves of dirt, grime, and things we simply don't need. Seeing as though i'm extremely clean on an everyday basis, I have decided to use this time to clean out my social life. I have a very stressful life due to personal choices ( pursuing a career in the arts, working p-t), and it seems due to people in my life who just seem to annoy the fuck out of me (and not in a way that I can manage from time to time). So, I am taking it upon myself to rid my life of them. My biggest release will be that of the source of my unrequited affection for a little over a year now. I deleted his e-mails, his phone number, his everything. It had to be done and neither one of us could seem to let go before, so I'll do the honors and start the snipping away. Secondly, people who are in my life who don't believe in my abilities, and look down on me for the choices I make. I do exactly what I want to do in life, i'm free. I don't work 9-5, I don't answer to parents, I don't live for a man, I do what I damn well please. If those around me think I should be doing otherwise, and can't help but to comment about it endlessly, then off with their heads!!! (metaphorically speaking of course). I am a good person (actually better than good considering I pray for others, and will give away my last dime), I'm honest (some would say too much), I work hard, I'm empathetic, I'm intelligent, and I know when enough is enough. So to that I say enough! I can't wait for summer to get here.