4/20/04

I'm thinking about shooting a documentary, anyone want to help. I can't guarantee any monetary compensation however, I can assure you that you will learn more than you need to know about the affects of abuse and neglect, when its passed down generation to generation. You'll learn firsthand the dichotomy that is created inside one's head when two careless, selfish, diabolical people get together and make a life. It will be a welcomed release for me though, I won't really have to go over things in my head anymore, once they're all out on paper and film.
I've decided to not apply to grad school :( sigh..... I love school, learning, being challenged, all of these things that engage one's intellect. I simply can't afford it in the long run though. I already have a shitload of loans from undergrad, and piling on more loans just to satisfy my cerebral cravings isin't good enough reason. So, I guess this is a farewell to my attempting to better myself through formal education.....why wasn't I born in Canada?