3/5/05

random thoughts of course

so i went to new york and it was great as usual. even through all of the snow and dirt, it still was 10x's better than los angeles. i love public transportation when its well built and convenient. i love being out on the town late into the night, early into the next morning. it reminded me of my college days in atlanta, where the marta was remarkably good, and the city went to sleep at around 6am. i love soho, and michael k is one of my favorite shops. unfortunately, i again couldn't find my most desired buy in my size while there, and was outbid for them on ebay. i am scratching and searching for the puma schattenboxen boxing shoe/boot in a size 8, and have had no luck at all. i really love the upper westside, and would die to live there. i know i can't afford it though :(
now back in town i'm a little more even-minded because of my short excursion, but i'm sure that cloud of depression that comes from being here will rear its ugly head again. 1 of my branches of l.a. depression seems to have a sixth sense or something. i keep trying to talk to them to tell them about my desire to no longer associate myself with them, but they keep putting me off. its either that, or they're extremely rude and inconsiderate. all i ask is that people communicate effectively. if someone calls you, return their call that same day. if you can't actually call, then text msg, or e-mail them. never think its okay to call someone back days later. i digress...... its killing me to not be able to just get this off my chest already.