2/4/04

So I started my new job and guess what, I don't like it. I hate the pressures of working in a doctors office, or at least this one. This doctor has the longest hours of any doctor I know. I am responsible for EVERYTHING!!! I do not want a job with a lot of responsibility, nor where I am the main operator. I am pursuing a difficult career objective, and will do anything to reach it (even if it means leaving my JOB). However, I will work there until I find something else..God please let it be soon. I have a reading with a casting director tonight, and next week. I hope I put a sparkle in their eyes. I feel like my body is lacking something, I think I need to take vitamins or something. My hair is limp and breaking badly, my skin is breaking out constantly, and my back hurts lately. Or, it could just be the insurmountable amounts of stress i'm trying to combat. I forgot to wish everyone a happy Black History Month!!! Try to do something positive this month for your culture, donate some time, brush up on your history, reach out to a member of the youth. I would also like to say that for anyone out there who feels angry because there is a such event as Black History Month, let me remind you that "Black History Month", may as well be called American History Month, as it is about what we African-Americans have went through over here in "the land of the free, home of the brave". We are just as American as any other American born citizens (some even more seeing as though we slaves were brought over here before many a European settler was). All I am saying is let us have the one month that is set aside for us, as a month of remembrance and devising new ways to build up our community. Peace