11/29/03

I hate my life so much. I'm a good, hard -working person, and i get nothing in return. On the other hand, I had a nice thanksgiving thanks to my friend Liz and her family. I got to finally eat a home cooked meal!!! Her family was really nice and welcoming to me. Sometimes I wish I had a family growing up, but then I wake up.... Oh well, one good day doesn't automatically delete 22 years of terror. I'm amazed at my typing skills even though I am drunk. Working at the mall is an incredible bore, I get the opportunity to watch hundreds of rich people exert their power over us less than meaningful mall workers. I do so hope things turn for the better in 2004 because dying doesn't look to bad right now. Anyways, have to go now need to take sinus medicine for sinus infection that won't go away (even though i've taken antibiotics for it). Oh, and I still hate L.a.