admission of guilt- its worse than you thought
So I think the best thing for me to do is to admit my feelings freely, so I can go about getting over them . I actually, really, truly, honestly, am in love with this guy. I know, I know, its a sick, sad, thing to experience. I can't get this shit out of my mind. Its there when I sleep, in my dreams, in my non-slumber reality, everywhere. I can't even gain control of my own fucking mind. Since when can the heart outwit the mind? I am a very rational, logical person, and I can't get out of this state of mind. I wish I had some technique where I could erase these thoughts from my mind, and these feelings from my heart. I feel sick....no seriously I do.
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